January was...emotional, stressful, and exhausting.
No one really enjoyed it at our house.
To make a really loooooong story short...
At the beginning of January, Michael came down with a crazy virus.
It was attacking the muscles in his arms and legs. There were days where he could not grip a gallon of milk, walk, or use his fingers.
It was weird.
It was scary.
Doctors seemed a bit baffled and took his blood and checked for lots of crazy things.
In the end they decided it had to have been a virus. It was about a 2 week long ordeal.
I remember clearly the day he went outside and walked around with the boys and threw a ball to them.
It was a huge sigh of relief.
"He is going to be okay." "He will be able to play with his kids again." "He will be able to work."
He struggled to get down on his knee for this photo...
That next Monday he was finally ready to get back to work. He got out of his car and something happened to his back. He was in so much pain he could hardly walk.
Two days later, he missed his step and fell down our entire flight of stairs.
Xray, MRI, herniated discs, chiropractor, physical therapy, exhaustion.
I know this all sounds a bit dramatic but it was a very scary season that felt like an eternity.
It was literally one thing after another.
He is doing much better now and we have finally found things that seem to be helping/working.
I've discovered a lot about myself over the last month and a half.
How I handle stress, how selfish and unloving I can be, how I want my life to always be easy.
Ugh. That was not fun to write.
But, the truth is, although this has not been a great experience for any of us I am thankful for the areas that God is working in each of our lives.
So that's what we have been up to. Part of the reason why I have been so quiet on this blog.
But we are moving on, Michael is making progress, and we are hoping that we have learned something valuable through it all.
That was January.